Wednesday, December 12, 2007 ♥11:56 PM
having mixed feeling now..
don't know whether should i feel happy or unhappy..
i guess the reason for me to feel happy was that i passed all my subjects & get my butt to sem 2 (:
my hard work did paid off at last. Thank God. :D
many things that had make me unhappy these few days..
somehow, i felt that im the world's biggest fool ever.
feeling so tensed up and worried for the past weeks..
perhaps, its jst wishful thinking on my part.. to be so so silly..
ended up, everything was unsuccessful. sigh.
feeling quite moody & down now.
how i wish i you were still the old good friend i've know.
the one who will console and be there for me when i needed you the most..
heed my advices when you're at loss and put me infront of anything else.
but now, i felt that our relationship was distant away..
im wondering how will i spend my christmas this year.
will i be a lonely one? i don't know...
ilearnedeverytimeiBLEED.