Tuesday, June 17, 2008 ♥12:45 AM
pardon me for a emo and random entry..i'm jst sorting my thoughts and feelings out..as usual, misunderstanding and quarrels arises whenever i talk to her..this matters happened ever since she's attached.. i admit that i'm not used to the life without her. without someone being by my side whenever i need someone to talk to , someone to confide to, someone to call and talk crap, someone to laugh at the the slightest things, someone to accompany to eat and even sleeep and watch taiwan series together..i have to face the fact that everything has changes and things will not be the same anymore.i've to wave goodbye to all these good memorises i had with my good friend now.when i was talking to candice and she's consoling me, i jst realised friends mean nothing to me now. it's really useless being too nice to a friend cause when one changes they won't be what they used to be. are there really true friends out there? will they really be there whenever you needed them?i know all these are crap now. really really very tired of all these quarrels we had now.. how i wish i could end and ignore everything now..suddenly i don't know who are you anymore...