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these few days my emotions are going up and down like a roller coaster. i can't explain why am feeling these way.. i know i'm not in a good state of mind now..
yet i'm cooping myself at home on a friday night, rejecting all the drinking, clubbing and gatherings sessions... alone watching tv and surfing the net.
if my friends realised, u guys may find me keep a distance away from you all.. not because i don't wanna go out, its just that i don't have the mood to go out. may it due to me having pms? hmmm..
i just find many thought & feelings running through my mind..
countless words unspoken till i can pen it down in a book.
i ponder when will i have a clear cut with all these thoughts or maybe forever i will keep these inside of me.. i know it will not come to an end..
but whatever it is, i know i'll still smile when i reminisce those nice memories
i guess i really need to have a break, to have a drink with my girlfriends.
what a bad birthday this year for me...
back to emo-ing...